ENERGY!!

I could not think of a title for this yet, so I picked one that has to do with what I am learning. It may change, or maybe not!
I started in the late 70's learning of body energy, but was so new back then, the field for it was just opening up in the states. Life really got going for me in the 80's and sort of put a stop to many things for me then. Marriage, kids. Most know how it goes with such happenings.
I started a couple months ago with Reflexology Ear Therapy due to this surgery I had Sep., 2009 that had a Big mishap, accident, an Oops shall we say. Having never really had much health trouble, it was quite the set back for me. I wont go into the surgery to much, but had a large fibroid that took on it's own life, was hooked to the top of my uterus and using fingers so to speak to attach to all sort's of places inside. The scope surgery was not going to work due to it's shape and size. They had to cut me open, luckily they ~ by my request ~ cut me vertical vs. horizontal pulling my muscles out of the way instead of cutting them.
But at some point my bowls were cut and the surgery took on a whole new world.
I ended up with infection pockets a week after, I blew open in the front at home, letting one pocket almost empty, if they had not gone in vertically pulling my muscles to the sides vs. cutting them, this pocket would have been the end of me. But sense they did, the muscles were weak and was able to let it flow out on it's own. I still had 6 more in me, which they put me on 3 different kinds of antibiotics for. They never saw such work so fast an anyone ever before. That was nice. The whole thing was way more dangerous then I knew then. After a few months I was still having bad bladder pain when going, but could tell it was on the outside of it, I did have blood in my urine for a time, they don't know why, all looked OK inside it. But it stopped on it's own.
The surgery set off my sciatica horribly, which later I was told is common.
Why don't they tell you this before? The bladder pain is from the tissue being disturbed and it attaches to things pulling on what ever till absorbed by the body, which I found out was common too. But do they tell you this so you are prepared, of course not!
Makes me feel like writing a paper, Things that are common after surgeries! Anyone interested in doing that one with me! :)
Anyhow, I have been unable to focus, my energy is way low, erratic, I am now sweating like a water fall off and on during the day. Mostly when doing physical things. I am having more trouble remembering things, things that should be a Habit for me.
Another good description is I feel disconnected to myself and life around me.
So I feel like forming consistent habits is not my trouble, its just remembering somethings that should not be hard to remember and these health issues.
It's all this!
Am I making sense here?
I started this Reflexology Ear Therapy a friend is certified in for my sciatica as I was loosing SO much sleep with it. I went to Physical therapy recommended by the Doc. They told me they could not help me with this. At the same time she found the blood in my urine and set me up with a specialist in that area. He found that there was no longer any blood there and that inside of my bladder looked young and healthy.
They left me at Zero and then they wanted to send me to a Pain therapist who helps you learn to deal with pain.
I had to cancel that apt., when the bill's for the others came in, which were NO help but you still get a bill right! Not wanting more bill's and no help I figured I better wait till I paid the first off.
But that is when my friend suggested the Reflexology Eat Therapy.
It is helping my Sciatica, which was encouraging and surprising at the same time. It is very affordable as well. It was doing great, but then I didn't get in every 2 weeks like she suggested (every week takes the affordable out of it) and I went 3 week's plus, was not good. So I am back on it and after one session it is showing signs of helping me again. I wont miss an apt., with her again. I will keep it up till my sciatica is all better, then I can stop it.
But I was talking to another friend who is a Massage Therapist about the heat waves, the bladder pain, the sciatica, my energy loss, weight, memory etc.. all I could come up with that I have noticed and how frustrated I was.
She told me a couple things to try and showed me this book by Donna Eden where she gave me the information from.
She said she was going to be holding a class on Energy Medicine, which is what this book was all about. Working with your bodies energy and the earth.
I Love things that are natural, I take no medications and would like to keep it that way. To many people depend on a pill for everything now day's. I don't want to do that. I want to keep my pill free life. :)
I missed the first class, due to reasons I don't remember now.
But this last week on Thursday I attended there second class. I went early so she could catch me up on what they did in the first class. Was so much fun, we all had a great time and learned at the same time.
I have had this jelly fish looking skin type substance in the outside corners of my eyes for a long time now (few years). I check my eyes every morning to see if it is getting larger, if my eyes are less discolored, red, and the "Jelly" skin is getting bigger or just my eyes looking worse in general. But Saturday morning when I was looking and doing my check on them, I found it was just about gone, there was just a small piece so to speak left showing. I pulled my eye open, thinking it was maybe under the lid further in the corner for a change. It was not. The whites of my eyes were the whitest they have been in years, my eyes were not discolored at the base and the redness and vein lines were about back to normal. My eyes usually look a bit gooey, not sure hoe else to say that one, and it too was about gone. Was a surprise and shock for sure.
By that evening they were back to where they were.
But I started this class of practicing reconnecting your energy points, connecting to the earth, energy medicine, Meridians and what have you, I am not sure what to call it or how to say it quite yet. But this took place just a couple days after I began to practice and learn this from, my first session of learning. I started this class hoping to reconnect with myself better and to get re-energized.
My eyes were the last thing I had on my mind. It's so unreal!
Even though they went back I knew there was something wonderful going on.
I thought maybe I slept better? My husband sleep's on the couch the night's he does not works so I can try to get some good sleep. He snores loud and odd and it disturbs my sleeping horribly. Friday he was on the couch. So I thought let's see what happened Saturday night when he is in bed keeping me awake. I get a bit more sleep after he gets up, but it's never been enough to do such things before.
Well, this morning I found my eyes clear again!
This has given me great hope. I am not discouraged but very encouraged that as I learn more, and for the eyes, that it will only get better and will at some point not come back, that my eyes will stay clear and "Jelly fish skin" will not be there anymore. That it will be permanent for me.
I do already feel a slight shift in my energy and will watch to see if it is actually helping this as well.
Needless to say, I have ordered the 2 books she ~Donna Eden~ has written along with the help of her husband. I ordered her "Kit" too which I am not sure what it has in it, but I do know it has a DVD which will help show me the moves and Meridians much clearer then the book. I am not waiting for the class to hit some of the areas I am interested in. I may be able to add good information during the class if I can read up on some of the ones I want to learn before hand and that at some point we will hit later in the class.
It has been sometime sense something has gotten me excited like this. I felt this way when I finished my children's book, the accomplishment of that gave me a sense of excitement and thrill. (I am sure if I ever get it published that will do the same) So did having my kitchen torn out when we started remodeling over 3 years ago. (it's slow for sure $$)
I was wanting to take a class and learn how to do the Reflexology Ear Therapy but I feel so drawn to this. The ear therapy is helping my sciatica and I wont stop it till it has completed it's task. But I don't want to take the class to learn it, least not right now. I feel this energy healing is where I am to be right now. They say God can not be seen, but that he is a powerful energy and light. So I feel like I am tapping into him and what he made us of. I guess I feel more of a connection.
Funny as that is what I am looking for in myself ~ A Connection.
I am going to keep this blog and write down all I experience and have happen, how I feel etc.. I will keep track of my daily energy routine they gave me to practice with this class on "Energy Healing. I will get a modified core work out going that I can easily do each day. I will continue to drink my water and make sure to drink my "K" tea as well not to forget my elliptical. I was going to try a body cleanings with the Ear Therapy lady, but with surgery less then a year past and this new class I am going to call her and let he know I think it's best health wise if I wait for something so dramatic to do and see where this takes me first.
Lord knows I do not need more challenges.
OK, this is a long start to getting back to my blog, but I want this for my mental record keeping so I can read back and see where I have come from and where this has taken me.
Blessings to anyone who Read's this.
May you feel enlightened to do more for your own health and well being.